I know i have not updated my journal for quite sometime but here goes:-
My planned trip to Florida in December didnt goto plan because unfortunately due to financial situations i had did not have the sufficient finances so i had to cancel and to add to all those problems, I recieved a phonecall from Emily to say that things couldnt go on between us and that she decided things should be ended, which really upset me because i really liked her, but hey life moves on and hopefully i will meet someone else soon.
I have been on holiday to Florida for 2 weeks and i have been back home now for 2 weeks. I was petrified at first since it would have been the first time that i had flown myself and i am petrified of heights, but thankfully the other passengers were very nice and the flight went in very quickly. It didnt matter if i didnt go anywhere, the fact that i was in florida made me happy because i think the part that i visited was a very nice and quiet place and all the people were very nice, never pass by without saying hello and all the staff at the stores were very helpful. The only complaint i have is that the humidity was awful, i came back from the publix store one afternoon and i felt i was going to die because of the humidity.
Anyway, the first week was pretty non-eventful because my friends couldnt get time off work , but the second week certainly made up for it. We went to Disneyworld which i think just gets better and better, not only did we go once but twice. David decided to invite his workmate to go with us so that i was not left alone and we hardly spoke a word for the entire day, but emily (davids workmate) and i met up on the tuesday to discuss what happened and after we discussed this we then talked for about an hour and we just clicked and from there on it was excellent. The only dilemmma i have is that we both really liked each other and we were also sexually attracted to each other and i read the signs too late and when i left she was actually more upset than i was. If i go back , should i spend the entire 2 weeks with her? I didnt realise how much i missed her until i came home. We have spoke to each other on the phone a few times and i have written to her and i am still awaiting my pictures to be developed which i cant wait for because that will be the only way i will see her for now. PLEASE HELP IN MY DILEMMA IF YOU READ THIS
I dont have much to write about today, i just thought i would fill something in because i havent updated for ages, this is because i couldnt be arsed going onto my computer. Anyway, today was an absolutely glorious day weather wise, i went to the cemetry with my dad and i painted a headstone (dont ask), and i have just came back from my uncles, but apart from that i done nothing. I had planned to goto the football club to do some work but i didnt think the weather would hold up.
I started to build a plastic model about 2 months ago but due to circumstances i had to wait on a new part, this took an awful long time to arrive. However, last week after about 1 month i finally recieved the new part , so opening it excitedly i found out that the stupid people had sent me the wrong part. I called the shop from where i had purchased it online and they told me that they would send the correct part as they had a spare in the shop, after 2 days the part arrived and yet again i excitedly opened the package and found the correct part. I was thinking to myself that i would finally be able to finish the model and when i went to fix the parts it didnt fit and i wondered why, after all this time it didnt really matter about the part because due to my stupidity i actually glued on a previous part the wrong way round so i had to bin the whole model which really pissed me off
Today started off as a usual day, the weather was ok and i had to goto my brothers as he was getting his sofas cleaned. As the day wore on the weather started to get better but my day got shittier because i couldnt play his playstation, but that was just the start of it. Later on in the afternoon i got a phone call from the interview i went for and unfortunately i didnt get the job, which really pissed me off because i thought i had a really good chance of getting it and i was looking forward to workiing there even though the money was shit.
well today started off as yet another boring day sitting around doing nothing, when out of the blue i got a phonecall asking me to come for an interview on Thursday at 10:30am. I wrote to this place about 3 months ago in the hope that a vacancy would come up, however i didnt expect anything back from the letter. Instead of waiting until Wednesday to go and try and find this place , i went today and when i got there i went walking in circles all over the industrial estate to absolutely no avail, i then decided to come home and call the place up to see exactly were they where and too my surprise i actually walked past it twice. So i am looking forward to going to the interview and who knows i maybe actually get a job out of it *wishful thinking*. I also deposited money into my bank , so too do 2 things in one day was actually quite an achievement for me.
why are computers so fucking annoying, yesterday i was playing a game and then the phone went so i went downstairs to answer it. When i came back to my computer it had switched itself off and i couldnt get it back on. I was so annoyed because i had my disc stuck inside , but luckily my brother came to the rescue before i threw my computer out of the window, he invited us down to watch soccer, which past the night away. I came back home and then tried my computer again but still no luck, i thought i would have to give up talking to you erin :(
I dont know if anyone really cares about what i type here anymore. The reason i haven't updated for quite a while is because i have nothing significant to write about until today, well it might not be significant to anyone who reads it but to me it is. I eventually finished my very tedious course on thursday and lets hope that is the end and i will not have too go back to it ever again. Anyway, today, Friday i was at a funeral and it was very awkward for me because even though it was my cousin who was 46 and died of pneumonia, i didnt really have anything to do with him and hadnt seen him in years, so i was sitting in church wondering why i was actually there, i know that may sound like a strange thing to think about but as i said i didnt really have anything to do with him, has anyone been in that situation or is just me being strange. why did i feel like this?
As most people know, due to physical abnormalities i cannot wear a shirt or tie, but at my course one of the trainers knows of a place where they do alterations to clothing and he has told me to buy a suit and shirt and he will get them altered for me to wear. I am hoping this can be done but i am not building my hopes up just incase it fails, if this can happen then it will really increase my confidence as strange as that may seem. I have always wanted to wear a shirt and suit.
Today at the course it was like pulling teeth, it went in very slow and we done absolutely nothing, but i am not too worried because i only have 4 weeks of the course to run, so tonight i am just going to relax with a bottle of beer.